I know everyone told me she would be with me, but this weekend was hard. Mom and I went to Lakeside up on Lake Erie. I cannot tell you the number of times I wanted to call Grandmom to tell her something, laugh with her about something we saw or to have her hear something. The feeling of not being able to do so completely and totally sucks. A LOT.
Side note - if I'm not careful I'm going to end up like her. I still have bronchitis. I went to Urgent Care today and they said it was viral so the two doses of antibiotic that lasted me all of June did nothing other than kill a whole lot of stuff. I was given a cough syrup and an inhaler like they give for people with asthma. I guess I should watch it. Mom is really worried about me. I am too but there is only so much I can do. I can't lay in bed for weeks on end. I'm trying. I'm almost 30 and don't want this to go on for a long time or be a recurring trend. That would make Grandmom and I a little too close.....
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